but then have mental energy to realize I can't keep in touch with some friends because we have grown apart... All while studying for uni, and reeling from a recent drama that makes me mad and depressed... Like fuck!

I like it this way, I don't want to be the person of the algorithm, I want to talk with friends, I will try to get the algorithm to work in my favor for my actual project account (assuming I know how social medias work nowdays...)

I hope nothing serious,.or if serious you recover quickly :(