and have fun, but fuck I miss them so fucking much. I literally can’t get out of my room that much, I’m barely eating which is probably good so I can finally achieve that skinny fucking body I always wanted, so hey look at that at least it’s easier to fucking starve myself now woo fucking hoo (cont)

I started on some new meds recently, admittedly nothing crazy in the slightest but I feel like they’re not fucking doing anything and I’m still miserable, which I know they need time but even then I feel fucking worse, my boyfriend went on vacation and I’m really happy that they get to go out (cont)

damn :(

don’t worry if I don’t post one by next Friday the IRS will seize my assets and my life

New excuse: my boyfriend had my laptop

I am aware I said I'd do this over spring break but I am feeling really good about it this time. Plus I just got a (definitely) legal version of Premier Pro so I'm gonna make this my first video edited using it

I'll keep the updates going but I'll try and set up the recording stuff tonight and tomorrow, at least what I mean is set up my game settings and OBS that way Friday night when I'm ready I can just get to recording and get it done

fr, shir is ass

I wouldn't mind starting up a sims game again, seems like theres just so much to do