love it when the reposts i do for ma get more reach than the ones for my own ma

hits hard.

saw a post about how "people would miss you if you disappeared" and like... there's one person who would think about me. one person who would even notice that i was gone.

i feel forgotten and invisible

when i do eventually off myself, everyone is going to say they had no idea and there were no signs

would have been nice to have a friend that actually takes an interest in me for once...

really struggling to find a reason not to just...

Girl with no will to live going to a protest to be an agitator.

Trans women like me only want one thing, and it's to have the childhood, and girlhood, we were denied. Just a little piece of it.

It just occurred to me that I have some bondage rope. Should be able to hold me up just fine.

I'm glad I won't be around to see how bad things get.