Your overlyanxious sleep demon
timovdrow.bsky.social
Your overlyanxious sleep demon
@timovdrow.bsky.social
Losing myself to find myself.

Another narcissistic queer brown boy, fried by self-interrogation and trying to go outside for human contact for a change.

Art, bodybuilding, techno, community4socialupheavel
That said, I also feel both hesitation and excitement about tapping into my muscle fetish. This injury really highlighted how ephemeral a physique can be (as much as it is resilient), so I want to enjoy my kink more.
February 15, 2025 at 1:29 AM
My cactus is doing well.
I brush my fingers up and down his spines,
Body plump beneath, untouched
By faggot hands, floods, and drought.
July 31, 2023 at 8:07 PM
My faggot earths are moist floodplains,
tiny cacti latched deep into my skin,
swallowing every drop before the sun
Has had its fill.
They, I, do not ask a single question.
Just drink.
July 31, 2023 at 8:07 PM
Night storm turned flood that
Washes over cracked earth on whim.
Thunderous gurgle resounding
Through newfound Dry,
“please, please, please, drink.”
July 31, 2023 at 8:06 PM
I’m too much of a faggot for
Coordinated reservation.
I’m too much of a faggot for
Watering schedules and leaf trimmings.
My faggot waters know little consistency.
My faggot waters know famine and feast.
My faggot waters are desert river,
July 31, 2023 at 8:05 PM
Sometimes, I think I can be a plant gay
Whose living room, a lit in foliage, health,
A well-adjusted queer lives here.
“He doles his heart out sensibly,” The Monstera might say.
The trophy, orchid, proud of every
Wet, clockwork kiss.
July 31, 2023 at 8:05 PM
My faggot earths are moist floodplains,

tiny cacti latched deep into my skin,

swallowing every drop before the sun

Has had its fill.

They, I, do not ask a single question.

Just drink.
July 31, 2023 at 8:02 PM
Night storm turned flood that

Washes over cracked earth on whim.

Thunderous gurgle resounding

Through newfound Dry,

“please, please, please, drink.”
July 31, 2023 at 8:02 PM
I’m too much of a faggot for

Coordinated reservation.

I’m too much of a faggot for

Watering schedules and leaf trimmings.

My faggot waters know little consistency.

My faggot waters know famine and feast.

My faggot waters are desert river,
July 31, 2023 at 8:01 PM
Sometimes, I think I can be a plant gay

Whose living room, a lit in foliage, health,

A well-adjusted queer lives here.

“He doles his heart out sensibly,”

The Monstera might say.

The trophy, orchid, proud of every

Wet, clockwork kiss.
July 31, 2023 at 8:01 PM
HuMAN trashcans of the world unite
July 26, 2023 at 6:51 PM
Okay wow I actually hate how my photo was warped but like it's 3am and I wanna KO
July 26, 2023 at 6:51 AM