never apologize for this this is so awesome are you kidding me

an option in half a decade? she hasnt even reached out. i suppose shes been on the mind lately due to some news but honestly thats a bit insane. any fucking ways i would like to go back to sleep, the cold is destroying my joints

defenseless woman and the simple act of defending my dad from her berating him was psycho behavior. this of course could mean anything in relation to my ptsd,

i feel like im going insane. i know ive been in situations but how did we even get this far. hes not even nice when hes “being nice”. im going to fucking hit him with my car. begging my friend not to get back with him Again

life is putting said friend in it. and he is fucking destroying all of his relationships because he doesnt know how to not scream at his now ex and tell it that its going to hell and its a disgusting person and blah blah blah blah blah rinse and repeat.

what sucks the most is i have to play pretend that everythings fine and i like this fucking jackass because if i dont then ill come off as the asshole and like i dont get it when it comes to me practically begging my friend not to get back together with him. only good thing he has ever done in my

sorry for just repeating your point again i just feel like im going fucking crazy LMAO