im gonna throw up but thank you beloved

i dont even have that many commitments but not having a steady income in This economy???????? i kinda need to die about it

like obviously fuckkkkkkkk that job but i cant help but feel like a pathetic loser for ending up in these shitty jobs ❤️

yk how people are like “oh you’ll only find a partner when you’re not looking” or wtv nonsense yeah that’s how i feel about finding a job that respects me

ok wait im not done i was driving but yeah it’s not worth it if 1) im not even doing what i was hired to do and instead treated like an assistant 2) shit is this dysfunctional during slow periods

also she didnt fucking say anything about me having to find crew hires until after i clocked out. i sat around all day doing nothing!!!!!! all she said to me earlier was to check with someone from the events team for an update THATS IT. why the fuck would that be my job anyfuckingway

which is fine and well if literally anyone showed me the ropes for anything but no im being thrown to the wolves which makes no sense bc i have all the time in the world to be taught???? like why is it suddenly my job to be looking for crew hires???????

the only thing ive done for three weeks is talk to vendors and wait for them to reply. ive made a friend here and im glad she also seems to have the impression that i just seem like im acting as someone’s PA instead of being hired for public relations

real people dont count i would do ungodly things to scoups <3

that and the fact that while i was texting the vendor over the last week SHE WAS TEXTING HIM TOO

I KNOW THIS ONE!!!!!!! sonic being a perv in that series is saurrrrrrrr good