TimeBlue
timeblue1117.bsky.social
TimeBlue
@timeblue1117.bsky.social
@TimeRed's more personal and unfiltered account where I'll post actual random garbage here

Posts on here can range anywhere from suicidal stuff to really stupid jokes

20 | She/Her | 🏳️‍⚧️
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If you found this account and you know who I am, I honestly recommend just leaving. Not gonna be the greatest thing to look through
Ok she can go fuck off
January 22, 2026 at 10:13 AM
I’m starting to lose interest in her more and more :/. She got on for a bit after not being on for days. Talked a little and then she went offline without responding to my last message

Hoping I’ll get a chance to talk to her about it next time she’s online
Which hopefully won’t be days
January 22, 2026 at 5:55 AM
🔰
January 15, 2026 at 8:02 PM
could someone please just convince to go make the walk to the train tracks right now please
January 15, 2026 at 7:54 AM
I don’t want to exist anymore
January 15, 2026 at 7:42 AM
Surprised I was able to make something that I was even remotely okay with tbh
January 14, 2026 at 7:33 AM
Ok now I’m in this weird state where I’ve accepting no one likes me but I don’t feel like killing myself
January 14, 2026 at 4:46 AM
🔰
January 14, 2026 at 4:20 AM
Hopefully tonight’s the night

Just need to wait until my dad is asleep
January 14, 2026 at 3:27 AM
January 14, 2026 at 2:45 AM
can’t wait until i finally kill myself
January 14, 2026 at 2:34 AM
Holy fuck she said yes
Holy fuck
Holy fuck
I’m shaking
Idk what to do
Holy fuck
January 13, 2026 at 7:37 AM
shes online rn
I guess Im going to try and send a message?
I feel nauseous
I don’t feel like this is going to go well

Definitely going to sh right after if it doesnt

Genuine chance I won’t be around much longer either if it doesn’t since after this I’m practically done trying to make connections
January 13, 2026 at 7:14 AM
Can she please just get back online already
I’ve had multiple moments where I’ve wanted to sh but I have to wait since if she says yes then there’s a chance she’ll see all the cuts
January 13, 2026 at 12:51 AM
He’s genuinely such an amazing person omg
Previous crush has now told me he’s now dating the other person he had been talking to. I’m very glad he waited to tell me and I feel very happy for him :)

He been one of the nicest people I’ve ever met and I’m very thankful to have met him

So glad I didn’t listen to what my ex wanted me to do
January 11, 2026 at 10:28 PM
When is she gonna get on againnnnnnnnnn
January 10, 2026 at 10:14 PM
Also just got done with this
Idk what to say I guess
He didn’t know which is genuinely shocking to me

Wasn’t able to say my new name
He’s also fine with it like I thought he’d be but in his own words he’s ignorant about this kinda stuff

This is all going to be very strange for me
After like 3/4 years I think I’m finally gonna tell my dad I’m tr-ns today
(Censoring it just incase there’s some feed that’ll auto add this post to it)

It’s gonna be a very weird change for me
January 10, 2026 at 6:08 AM
I wanna talk to her so badlyyyyyyy

I hope she gets on today
January 10, 2026 at 12:56 AM
After like 3/4 years I think I’m finally gonna tell my dad I’m tr-ns today
(Censoring it just incase there’s some feed that’ll auto add this post to it)

It’s gonna be a very weird change for me
January 9, 2026 at 7:15 PM
Omg I can’t stop thinking about her
Really hope we can talk longer tomorrow

I’m going to be devastated if this doesn’t go anywhere though :(
January 9, 2026 at 8:28 AM
Also I’d really appreciate it if these “sugar mommas” could stop liking my profile on this dating app
January 9, 2026 at 3:41 AM
Got to talk to the new person a bit moreee
She had to suddenly leave though :(

I’m like head over heels for her now.
And I’m gonna try and ask to go to a restaurant with her next time we talk
January 9, 2026 at 3:37 AM
Previous crush has now told me he’s now dating the other person he had been talking to. I’m very glad he waited to tell me and I feel very happy for him :)

He been one of the nicest people I’ve ever met and I’m very thankful to have met him

So glad I didn’t listen to what my ex wanted me to do
January 8, 2026 at 11:07 PM
I think the only thing preventing me from spiraling atm is that I know she hasn’t been on all day. Hoping she’ll be on tomorrow (and hopefully with a response to)

Wish I was actually capable of having a conversation with new people :/
She hasn’t been on all day today I wanted to talk again :(((

Also if this connection ends up failing I am almost definitely going to spiral again
Had a vc with someone yesterday
Started out as the most awkward thing possible
Somehow ended decently

Genuinely shocked if they’ll be okay with doing a second one
I hope they are tho since they happen to be from the same state + we’re also a bit flirty…
January 8, 2026 at 9:00 AM
She hasn’t been on all day today I wanted to talk again :(((

Also if this connection ends up failing I am almost definitely going to spiral again
Had a vc with someone yesterday
Started out as the most awkward thing possible
Somehow ended decently

Genuinely shocked if they’ll be okay with doing a second one
I hope they are tho since they happen to be from the same state + we’re also a bit flirty…
January 8, 2026 at 5:15 AM