got the everyone should hate me thought.

feel like such a nobody

why can I never seem to move on from past friends
Having two seperate dreams about it.

im gonna lose my mind

man...

wish i had tried a little harder for anyone at all.

and i still care.

ok to be completely honest i care very little for mecha. which is funny given my interests.
but i'm just, like, if you hate gquuuuxxxx or w/e its called, would it not be easier to just...ignore it entirely?? am i silly for thinking this.

i don't know what to do

every compliment ive ever gotten, i dont understand how anyone could give me that

i continue to repeat the thing of, if you have a problem or i've done something wrong, just tell me so i can at least attempt to resolve it. i dont think im unreasonable. : /

i want to stop feeling annoying

watching my cat trip over things is making me sad