and their child (who's 1) who i'm meeting pretty much for the same time knew me all 10 minutes when he just sat on my lap for me to read him a story (was not an actual book lol) and later made grabby hands for me to carry him i will melt 😭😭😭

crazy as in amazing and scarily surprising how i feel so at ease with it – scary because it feels like i must be silencing some part of my feelings for sure

i purely identify because i was born on halloween so that's kinda my brand in my head, i'm not saying i'm legitimate whatsoever