one day life will let me get back to drawing overlord with a ridiculously fat cock 🥲

I’m catching up on a mountain of stuff and also prioritizing updating my shop, I know there’s like 10 people I need to reply to about stuff™️ and I really appreciate the ones from folks checking in on me

Just currently overwhelmed with car bullshit it might take me a hot minute to get back to yall 😮‍💨

This is like a condensed summary of just some of the bullshit from the last two months. There’s a few folks online who know about all the other shit but yeah I really want to fucking get back to making art and hanging out with people but god life can be so fucking nuts

so I now live in a house that’s been broken into and robbed several times before when my sis was living here, it’s a rough neighborhood. Which honestly is fine by me it’s nice to be in a house instead of an apartment.

I’d make more actual dildos—but I just moved. Nothing is where it should be and I don’t have the work space. it was a “fuck, family shit got fucked and I gotta switch where I live with a family member” thing because they really need more support than I do from family because of my baby nephew.

idk how much to even charge for the tiny dicks. I sold them at a convention once but I seriously undercharged accordingly to some folks, honestly they’re something i prefer to just give as gifts to people I like but this car stuff hitting right after moving is going to nuke my emergency savings

I didn’t get a hoody but I got a picture album, pins, and a tour shirt

I wish the thank you for the venom hoodie had a zipper but it doesn’t. Favorite song or not, $90 for a hoodie with no zipper is nuts, fuck that

Waiting in a merch line i want a hoodie

So I’m not surprised here, but incredibly disappointed to see their behavior and will definitely have a chat with them next time I see them because wow this is pathetic on their part

I kicked them out of more than one server for saying one thing to my face, then going behind my back to say I was wrong for calling out predatory behavior towards artists in their vent chat because a maga friend of theirs was throwing a tantrum and they wanted it to stop.

I’ve had issues with their behavior related to defending someone who ripped off a bunch of artists before, but they apologized to me and i thought they had learned from it. I see now they really haven’t.

Its still on there for free, im just upset about the state of things with censorship and payment processors and everything. Anything that makes it harder for passionate individuals to share their art and writing is fucky in my book. sisi-esprit.itch.io/ballzine