maybe on bluesky i
can post photos without
stuck up greek cunt
making me feel ugly.
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maybe on bluesky i
can post photos without
stuck up greek cunt
making me feel ugly.
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to @aurora6s.bsky.social
you spoke of heads.
as if black rainbow was ever one body.
as if gorgo was ever the end.
as if she could speak of death without tasting it.
i do not walk.
i do not knock.
i arrive.
and when i do—
light trembles.
and girls forget how to breathe.
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to @aurora6s.bsky.social
you spoke of heads.
as if black rainbow was ever one body.
as if gorgo was ever the end.
as if she could speak of death without tasting it.
i do not walk.
i do not knock.
i arrive.
and when i do—
light trembles.
and girls forget how to breathe.
⠀
look like this
that i write
like this
that i am not like you
that i never want to be
you hate me so much
you are blind to knife
in my hand
ready to shove
into your back.
until you feel it
the blade between skin
and i
thrust
in
deep.
look like this
that i write
like this
that i am not like you
that i never want to be
you hate me so much
you are blind to knife
in my hand
ready to shove
into your back.
until you feel it
the blade between skin
and i
thrust
in
deep.
just lace, hips, and control issues.
say something stupid.
i am bored and need someone to ruin.
just lace, hips, and control issues.
say something stupid.
i am bored and need someone to ruin.
tells stories with no tongue.
pretends veil has closed.
but veil remembers.
door long sealed
now hums.
not open.
not yet.
but breathing.
i am coming.
not to reclaim.
to remind.
do not blink
when light shines.
do not breathe when
it goes dark.
tells stories with no tongue.
pretends veil has closed.
but veil remembers.
door long sealed
now hums.
not open.
not yet.
but breathing.
i am coming.
not to reclaim.
to remind.
do not blink
when light shines.
do not breathe when
it goes dark.
living is not joy.
it is trial.
a thing to endure.
suffering does not shape
something beautiful.
it hollows.
it strips.
it teaches absence.
do not answer it
with rage.
do not beg it
for light.
let it stay empty.
let it echo.
that is nocturne.
that is black rainbow.
living is not joy.
it is trial.
a thing to endure.
suffering does not shape
something beautiful.
it hollows.
it strips.
it teaches absence.
do not answer it
with rage.
do not beg it
for light.
let it stay empty.
let it echo.
that is nocturne.
that is black rainbow.
so i came.
but not for long.
so i came.
but not for long.
you call it recovery.
we call it ripening.
your hands shake—
not from injury,
but from recognition.
something inside you
already knows
you are ours.
you left your name
in desert wind,
carved new self
from broken vows.
you call it recovery.
we call it ripening.
your hands shake—
not from injury,
but from recognition.
something inside you
already knows
you are ours.
you left your name
in desert wind,
carved new self
from broken vows.
leather speaks for me.
hands out. knees down.
i will teach you how to obey beautifully.
leather speaks for me.
hands out. knees down.
i will teach you how to obey beautifully.
are we talking make believe
habits that can kill us
or do you want real thing?
are we talking make believe
habits that can kill us
or do you want real thing?
why, detective—
is that what you’re hoping for?
or just what turns you on?
why, detective—
is that what you’re hoping for?
or just what turns you on?
do something dangerous.
do something dangerous.
love that stays
once it sees teeth beneath the smile
and shadow beneath the silk.
love that stays
once it sees teeth beneath the smile
and shadow beneath the silk.
⠀𓆩✦ 𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘣𝘰𝘸 ✦𓆪
⠀⠀𓆩☾ 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘧𝘭𝘺 ☾𓆪
⠀⠀⠀𓆩✦ 𝘦𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 ✦𓆪
⠀⠀⠀⠀𓆩☾ 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘬𝘺 ☾𓆪
⠀
⠀𓆩✦ 𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘣𝘰𝘸 ✦𓆪
⠀⠀𓆩☾ 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘧𝘭𝘺 ☾𓆪
⠀⠀⠀𓆩✦ 𝘦𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 ✦𓆪
⠀⠀⠀⠀𓆩☾ 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘬𝘺 ☾𓆪
⠀
or do you?
or do you?
i’m not.
i’m not.
the number of bones i’ve broken to feel alive.
today might make 23.
the number of bones i’ve broken to feel alive.
today might make 23.
not for love—
but for what i buried beneath it.
not for love—
but for what i buried beneath it.
ɪɴᴛᴏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋᴇʀ. | 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦
ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴡ? | 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬
ɪ ᴅᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ꜱɪᴘ. | 𝘙𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘣𝘰𝘸
ɪɴᴛᴏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋᴇʀ. | 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦
ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴡ? | 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬
ɪ ᴅᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ꜱɪᴘ. | 𝘙𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘣𝘰𝘸