My brain is weird about time because I feel like I have constant save states and can just reload something that happened 5 minutes ago but I can’t. Gotta start livin a life where I can’t save scum smh

My life kinda feels like a rubber band rn, the more I push myself towards things I’ve wanted to do for a long time, the harder it is to be motivated or interested in doing it

Feels very backwards and I’m not sure what to do about it 🙃