certified sad jade
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Alt of @certified-jade.bsky.social
TW: venting; depression/suicide
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TW: venting; depression/suicide
Only follow me if youre a moots on my main!!
finally home
So overstimulated ughhhhhh
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
December 27, 2025 at 3:50 AM
finally home
So overstimulated ughhhhhh
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
December 27, 2025 at 2:31 AM
So overstimulated ughhhhhh
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
i dont feel like im a part of my body
i feel outside
i dont feel like i should have a body
i look into a mirror and all i see is a stranger looking back
i feel outside
i dont feel like i should have a body
i look into a mirror and all i see is a stranger looking back
December 26, 2025 at 8:52 AM
i dont feel like im a part of my body
i feel outside
i dont feel like i should have a body
i look into a mirror and all i see is a stranger looking back
i feel outside
i dont feel like i should have a body
i look into a mirror and all i see is a stranger looking back
i want pain
i want a knife inside
i want a knife inside
December 25, 2025 at 4:38 AM
i want pain
i want a knife inside
i want a knife inside
fuck my life people would be happier if i was never born to begin with
December 25, 2025 at 4:28 AM
fuck my life people would be happier if i was never born to begin with
i feel guilty and stressed about everything at this point but then i feel like a lot of the stuff that i feel guilty/stressed about arent worth being stressed about and then feel guilty about it and its just a never ending loop and i want to cry but i cant
December 25, 2025 at 4:26 AM
i feel guilty and stressed about everything at this point but then i feel like a lot of the stuff that i feel guilty/stressed about arent worth being stressed about and then feel guilty about it and its just a never ending loop and i want to cry but i cant
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck WHY AM I LIKE THIS
December 23, 2025 at 5:17 AM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck WHY AM I LIKE THIS
i want to die. when i feel like this i cant get up to get a knife, it just results in endless suffering.
all of the counseling im getting isnt helping. im just being a burden to my family, financially and mentally. if i could just end it i can stop being such a burden
all of the counseling im getting isnt helping. im just being a burden to my family, financially and mentally. if i could just end it i can stop being such a burden
December 23, 2025 at 5:17 AM
i want to die. when i feel like this i cant get up to get a knife, it just results in endless suffering.
all of the counseling im getting isnt helping. im just being a burden to my family, financially and mentally. if i could just end it i can stop being such a burden
all of the counseling im getting isnt helping. im just being a burden to my family, financially and mentally. if i could just end it i can stop being such a burden
why was i bprn people dont understand me i cant express myself why why why why why does it have to be me im too young to be dealing with this bullshit
December 23, 2025 at 5:12 AM
why was i bprn people dont understand me i cant express myself why why why why why does it have to be me im too young to be dealing with this bullshit
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December 23, 2025 at 5:11 AM
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i try to say something but the words just wont come out
December 23, 2025 at 4:49 AM
i try to say something but the words just wont come out
oh wow im still having an identity crisis yippee
why cant i figure out who i am
am i even a person
why am i condemned to this suffering
i dont know who i am
whywhywhywhy
i just want to die
why identify as something that doesnt fit when i can be identified as dead by the paramedics
why cant i figure out who i am
am i even a person
why am i condemned to this suffering
i dont know who i am
whywhywhywhy
i just want to die
why identify as something that doesnt fit when i can be identified as dead by the paramedics
December 23, 2025 at 4:39 AM
oh wow im still having an identity crisis yippee
why cant i figure out who i am
am i even a person
why am i condemned to this suffering
i dont know who i am
whywhywhywhy
i just want to die
why identify as something that doesnt fit when i can be identified as dead by the paramedics
why cant i figure out who i am
am i even a person
why am i condemned to this suffering
i dont know who i am
whywhywhywhy
i just want to die
why identify as something that doesnt fit when i can be identified as dead by the paramedics
time is passing so fast i dont get time to savor anything
i miss being a kid
now i have too many responsibilities
i miss being a kid
now i have too many responsibilities
December 22, 2025 at 5:46 AM
time is passing so fast i dont get time to savor anything
i miss being a kid
now i have too many responsibilities
i miss being a kid
now i have too many responsibilities
i cant tell how i feel anymore, it feels like my emotions are heavily encrypted
December 22, 2025 at 4:58 AM
i cant tell how i feel anymore, it feels like my emotions are heavily encrypted
Reposted by certified sad jade
please, somebody get me out of here; oh, please, somebody won't you get me out of here, oh!—you can get me out of here!
December 20, 2025 at 6:33 PM
please, somebody get me out of here; oh, please, somebody won't you get me out of here, oh!—you can get me out of here!
i miss my gf i wanna see her again
December 20, 2025 at 4:52 AM
i miss my gf i wanna see her again
i want pain
not even just as a way to cope
i just crave the feeling of a knife cutting into me
not even just as a way to cope
i just crave the feeling of a knife cutting into me
December 20, 2025 at 3:56 AM
i want pain
not even just as a way to cope
i just crave the feeling of a knife cutting into me
not even just as a way to cope
i just crave the feeling of a knife cutting into me
im glad to finally know how i identify
December 18, 2025 at 3:07 AM
im glad to finally know how i identify
every gender feels wrong
agender feels wrong
no title works
agender feels wrong
no title works
December 17, 2025 at 3:42 AM
every gender feels wrong
agender feels wrong
no title works
agender feels wrong
no title works
i feel like i have separation issues with my gf
i get stressed when i cant talk to her when i feel like shit
i get stressed when i cant talk to her when i feel like shit
December 17, 2025 at 3:07 AM
i feel like i have separation issues with my gf
i get stressed when i cant talk to her when i feel like shit
i get stressed when i cant talk to her when i feel like shit
wow um reminds me of that time in august when i felt like shit and played gd to calm down
horrible move
got 71% on acu and pushed me over the edge
tried to suffocte myself
youpi
horrible move
got 71% on acu and pushed me over the edge
tried to suffocte myself
youpi
December 17, 2025 at 3:02 AM
wow um reminds me of that time in august when i felt like shit and played gd to calm down
horrible move
got 71% on acu and pushed me over the edge
tried to suffocte myself
youpi
horrible move
got 71% on acu and pushed me over the edge
tried to suffocte myself
youpi
so much stress i just wanna die
just kill me already i cant take this anymore
just kill me already i cant take this anymore
December 16, 2025 at 4:29 AM
so much stress i just wanna die
just kill me already i cant take this anymore
just kill me already i cant take this anymore
i want pain
i need the time do inflict it upon myself
i need the time do inflict it upon myself
December 16, 2025 at 4:18 AM
i want pain
i need the time do inflict it upon myself
i need the time do inflict it upon myself
ugh my parents were just talking to me about what i want (in context of transitioning) and i cant put into words what i want
its like this for everything ugh
and ive got an appointment with my parents and some doctors wednesday so i have to figure everything out by then
its like this for everything ugh
and ive got an appointment with my parents and some doctors wednesday so i have to figure everything out by then
December 15, 2025 at 12:12 AM
ugh my parents were just talking to me about what i want (in context of transitioning) and i cant put into words what i want
its like this for everything ugh
and ive got an appointment with my parents and some doctors wednesday so i have to figure everything out by then
its like this for everything ugh
and ive got an appointment with my parents and some doctors wednesday so i have to figure everything out by then
i just wanna die why why why why why why why
December 14, 2025 at 5:44 AM
i just wanna die why why why why why why why