the first prof I emailed was actually the eng lit one but he didn't want to start any new projects so yeah, now it's either this one (eng language) or russian lit
I'll try to define the topic I thought of tomorrow...

thank you though fr 🤧 I'll keep it in mind 💓

i was freaking out there a lil sjnsjsns I'll try to make it work with this professor, I might have an idea sorta now... I def don't want to seek out ppl, I'll either get data from online spaces for this or ig go the literature route like you said 🫡

bruh I'm cooked i don't have the motivation to do anything let alone a research thesis and I lost interest in anything that doesn't give me instant dopamine and temporary distraction and my brain is fried I have no ideas and I'm dumb

😼

oh 😔💔

now was I still in my pjs in the living room unmoving until 12? yes... but that's besides the point

not you out in a sweater 😭

uhh discord?

my dad: yeah, this is the hardest part and you will have to work on it for months on end *takes bite of his food*

aaaaaaa

it's even worse now with both parents at home very often, I'm glad they're getting rest ofc but like it throws me off

I'm glad I can go with him as a supervisor bc the highest grade I got is from his exam

I think I'm gonna suggest translanguaging/multilanguaging orrr code-switching as a general theme, I feel a bit better having the semblance of an idea but still anxious
he's a nice professor though I shouldn't really worry