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Please remember to take care of yourselves. Drink water, eat food, take your meds. I need you in my life to lift me up as you always do, my sweet hunnybuns.

I'm doing better mentally than I have for a while, and I got prescribed an antidepressant that I hope will help me stay on top of my mental health in more impactful and meaningful ways than I have in the past.

Once again I'm asking for help but please, if nothing else, just your love and support helps me make it through these times.

It's a ridiculous situation but at this point in time, it would be very difficult to get rid of the car when I have a lot of commitments to take my aunt to doctors appointments and to make sure I can continue to work until I'm able to figure out getting a better job.

All of you are my sunshine in this increasingly dark world. I hope all of you who read this are staying safe and have your needs met. Despite those of us who wish to see us fail, we continue on, one foot in front of the other. Stay strong 💜

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The universe seems to be stacked against me lately. I'm trying my hardest, trying to stay positive and motivated but I still need help. I'm sorry to keep asking but thank you for anyone who has helped or even just offered something positive to cheer me up.

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Anyway, I love you all, thanks for being my cheerleaders and support group. I would be so fucking alone without you, so thank you. Mommy loves you, Mommy is proud of you. Keep going hunnybuns 💜

This isn't a pity party, I just wanted to explain a bit as to why I'm feeling this way. Anyone who wants to reach out to talk and offer words of support and encouragement are welcomed, but please just be patient waiting for my reply as I'm trying to stay as busy working as I'm able to.

Sometimes I don't even want to get out of bed because I have such anxiety about all of this. Part of it is definitely my choice to avoid going full-time as a woman causing some pain due to dysphoria but also just the state of the world seems to be getting marginally worse all the time.

Depression has hit me hard lately, not sure if it's just me feeling it more intensely because I've started HRT or if I'm just going through summer depression, which happens to me a lot around this time of year.

Over the next few days I hope I can raise about $150 to help me make a payment on my car, so I'm gonna be sharing my Ko-Fi in case anyone could help. I've asked for lots of help before into the past, and avoiding asking for help due to guilt always makes it a little more difficult to ask again.

I'm planning to get a different job as soon as humanly possible but I can't stop working rn to be able to do that, the job search and the gap between getting hired and the first paycheck just isn't doable right now for at least a few more weeks.

These are so cute 🥺 thank you so much Diablita 💜💜💜