U r the only one who looks at my diary

Understandable

Weed

Are these meds working? I can’t stop doing the shit I do I’m cursed with this need to make dumb shit and try to become a real audio engineer I just feel like shit the last few days real hard now it’s awesome

Idk if I will ever feel that way again it’s weird

It’s fine I’ll never let my brain win I will continue to schedule myself to death bc it’s worth it