my brother would have been 52 today. it’s been over 30 years without him and it gets no easier. I want the peace of this song, internally calming.

attempting to combat the effects of a difficult holiday

it was a bad week and I got through. found myself rereading old messages and reminiscing in general. is it strange to put together a playlist of songs you would want someone to play for you on your deathbed? yeah, I thought so. don’t mind me.

got my flu shot, making a huge pot of soup, listening to music. I got to take a walk around Bridgeport. it’s been the first decent day for me in a long while.

Now I’ve got the Motley Crue version stuck in my head.