mfw you're in the waters of Avernus again and a vamp is gayly opening ur lips

(pure speculation don't mind me)

Let's gooooooo

*the non cathartic jfc

May or may have not reread the novela recently and being unwell about then on cathartic way it all ended between them -unlike the men- and the preface implications about my girl Laura

Mind went immediately to the final section with the "a shadow of the unspeakable horror which years after my deliverance continued to make my days and nights dreadful, and solitude insupportably terrific."