Me when no one claps at my solo Im gonna fucking kill myself

YOUR THE ONE ASKING TO TALK MORE TALK MORE STOP SITTING THERE LIKE A SACK OF SHIT AND ENGAGE WITH ME PUTTING 0 EFFORT UGH

I feel like band is such a worthless hobby
I love playing my instrument but i know that i won't be able to this as a job despite me putting my all into it

Ive been listening to alot of sir mix alot lately im in love with the syncopation of the backing track

Hi ill prob not post a ton but this acc might be a bit more personal