Someone, if anyone out there that's reading this, I'm begging on the thread of my life hanging on, I need help.

Please, I'm at the end of my rope, I have no one else to turn to

Please, please

-leave me in ruin, to continuously put me down, to tell me to be grateful.

Fucking kill yourselves.

It's happened to me way one too many this past year alone, months having lost the what I thought was the only friend who cared about, the one that had group chats I was never invited to, yet I still made a cry of grief and sorrow and many more times afterwards, people will still have the gall to-

The years I've dealt of biting on my tongue like a chewtoy at them that've cause more blisters to burst than previously because I get called out looking like the irredeemable chode here, but I should be grateful because they're at least acknowledging me with insults has taken a serve toll on me.

You don't know what it's like when your positive expressions are consistently overlooked, while your negative emotions are the only ones that seem to elicit a response from others, to be fucking ostracized every waking moment of your life for the last 3 decades.

Why should I even bother anymore?

I'm tired of trying to better make connections when you all won't even give an ounce of acknowledgement back.

You don't know what it feels like when your positive expressions are consistently overlooked, while your negative emotions are the only ones that seem to elicit a response from others.

As if I haven't spent the last fortnight sharing the things I love, posting many much that makes me happy, I'm passionate for, and better connect with ppl, yet I'm constantly ghosted by you and others, as my negative emotions are the only ones that register with you and everyone and I'm tired of it.

So, how obnoxious was the Sonic fandom this year during tonight's awards show? Just curious.

Not doing +ALTs on all of this but the sea green-like gemstone is pure Amazonite, probably my favorite of all the purchases, even if containing lead, it's safe to handle from what I've read.

There's more I got but are rather gifts and stocking stuffers so I wanted to get those delivered right away.

Also, stop it with the meme face reactions, it's fucking corny.