Spent my suspiciously long MRI envisioning the noises like space invaders pew-pewing away my reproductive system. Very disappointed it wasn't real and I'm still in lots of pain

Since I mentioned the MRI and am suffering the pain rn, jfc get these organs out of me I don't even want them, it's daily and I'm not even experiencing periods. Period pain before BC was worse but only a few days a month. This is every fucking day. I'm too disabled for kids, get them out of me rn

Ok so if I could now switch to hyperfixating on relic steps before I annoy people so much I get kicked/blocked, that would be great. Or, god forbid, fixate on my own characters so I learn to draw them instead

It's not up to the standards @voxerthirst.bsky.social usually receives but look. It might be quicker to list the number of adult characters in Eorzea my bunboy HASN'T been with if they're up for it. I have not decided if this is the beginning of a beautiful wing kink for him

I am gonna be so goddamn ill tomorrow. At least my mri isn't until Friday. Not built to have hyperfixations like this