I don't know if anyone will ever read this.
Or even the person I am thinking of right now.

Shin demo ii wa.

Wishful thinking, never to happen. But even a broken person dreams.

Still regret it. I fell in love but sabotaged myself. Caused them pain. Hurt. Out of denial. When I noticed we had hurt each other for so long I did not know where to start until it was too late.
It cannot go on like this. Either I change, or end.

"The old man is waiting" she said, as she stumbled towards the unmarked grave in the cold wastes of the former Garlean empire. Hunger sapping the last bits of energy.

Collapsing not far away, she knew that this would be the last time she saw the moon.
"It's beautiful- you were..."

No more.

No words can be found how sorry I am for it. Things should not have happened like that but they did. And if there is a future, I can only hope I can mend what has been broken.

But for a.. long future. I will end Skyes story. She will return where she learned her path of the Reaper.

That's the case for most people, being truly okay with just trying your best is not common, confronting and accepting it as something good is still hard