I'm really sorry to those who have been / are / will be around me and are in the splash radius of my depression :') truly am

I remember traumatizing (?) the intern psychologist at CHPC because I immediately pre-empted the first session by the usual disclaimer: "through these sessions, there might be times where you need to take out the crisis form; don't worry, I am currently not a danger to myself or others."

Fuck it. Cancelling the last leg of my trip.

Tapi ya udah tahan aja, sisa 10 hari lagi untuk beresin kode, 14 hari untuk nulis paper

on a side note what the hell is a(n academic) paper in Indonesian?? Makalah??? it sounds too fancy lol

Genuinely (slightly, atm) overwhelmed by the things I need to do. Kumaha ya da ditinggalin temen yg ngerjain makalahnya ke AS lmao -- the thing is that productivity increased by more than 100% by having two people on the job!! solo ga gitu sreg buat gw :<

Seriously, i want to get back to playing FFXIV and BG3. My friends are all (mostly) having fun during their recess week, one of my colleagues is even having a mini-honeymoon! And I'm here stocked up with my instant rice :')

But since it's so empty I might as well make it a microblogging platform? 🥴