for a month, yeah. obviously if this event actually happened, I would make sure to have my sub for it xD

Unrelated, here's my Ko-fi
I will not be that upset if we don't hit it, but if we do, I'll commit

ko-fi.com/thenomad_off...

hey! thank you everyone for responding, im actually super grateful!
Im going to try and reach out to a few folks today and tomorrow about this

your brain has the right idea
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPhX...

Your timing is immaculate, I LITERALLY just lost my subscription

I can see myself regretting this thread later, probably by the morning, so I'll leave this here for future Nomad.
Leave it, don't delete this. You took the time to write this out, deal with the consequences of feeling uncomfortable.
I think that's it.
(6/6)

So yeah. This isn't a cry for help, I've been there before, this isn't that. It's not a request for money, we are technically stable rn. I just feel like shit. Something about me is poison, and I don't know how to fix it.
I just feel like shit.
(5/6)

Sher has a job, she's been getting promoted and has made friends that she enjoys working with. I'm proud of her! I'm also devestated that I can't help support us finnancially too. I'm proud of her, but I've also seen how much work drains her...
(4/6)

I have gotten MAYBE three interviews this year? Went nowhere, yaaay.
Why am I a poison? I don't understand what about me, my resume, or WHAT is making this fucking impossible. I'm just...
Yeah, confused and defeated. It's great, love to see it.
(3/6)

I was definitely very sad about it, still am, I think. I fucking hate feeling useless, I feel angry about it. I think more than anything at this point I feel defeated and confused. I don't understand why I can't get a damn job, I have been trying for an entire fucking year
(2/6)

Yeah that’s where I’m sitting rn. It’s not in the budget at all, I’m just very curious about it.
Ring Racers is free, i modded my OC into it, runs smooth as butter, and can be played online. I think I’ll be just fine without Crossworlds

Fair, although I’m not entirely worried about longevity as long as I enjoy it and can play it with friends. Never had a lot of fun racing against randoms online

Chin up, boss, you do good shit! Here's a meme that I have to break out every couple of months that unironically helps.
And don't forget to drink water! My brain forgets it's on the same team as me when im dehydrated, so that could help