Ohhh I'd absolutely love to help out! Doin everything all on my own is my specialty
I have all my youtube shtuff and my portfolio siiite
youtu.be/2HV1-7Jub_w
theneonwarren.wixsite.com/portfolio

you guys get a clip of the reel here but I encourage you to check it out on my channel itself too, thanky ❤️
here's hoping I'll get some more work done in the new year and have time to

i feel like i'll look like crit too, bc my hair is wavy like pleer, and i wouldnt cut it TOO short but if it got too long on T i think i'd pretty much look like him

i will become him, i will be real markiqueer, either him or that moisty crit guy who is like. the wet and dumped in a river version id say

I made these more in depth sheets for sonas who didn’t have one yet ! I friken LOOOVE starburst. Everytime i draw him its so fun and i feel rly connected to him. He feels like the me when I transition.
Buh is me as I am now and is a nonbinary king. Starburst just feels right

I’m sorry. I dont know what to do with the thoughts.
Im not doing this on purpose. I’m just alone again. No one will see it. Or make a fuss. Im nobody, just as ive always been. I will fade like i always have
And this is the only thing I know, to make me and my feelings feel real.

It sounds harsh, but I know i dont “need” you. And you dont need me.
But I want you. I want my best friend.
i hope my heart doesnt push you further away and hurt my chances of being friends again.
My heartache will go away.
But losing my friend is a blow i cannot bear. Not again. Not with you.

I flip back and forth all the time.
I know i can survive on my own. I know you will be happy. We’ll be okay.
My heart is only broken because you’re not mine anymore.
But i still do cherish that you’re even here.

And i don’t know if it’ll ever come back. And thats what scares me the most.
All of this to be at square one. To erase me. Forget about me.
It might not be like that forever. And i will wait for that day.
But i know its easier to just let it go than to keep trying. And that hurts.

I had only one hope that you’d still be in my life.. Because thats all I want really.
The friends who stick around the longest are my everything.
I’d treat them all the same.
And just having your light in my life would be everything.
But its gone now. Its dim.

All I can think is that it wasn’t supposed to be this way.
It was all so real. So strong.

I’ll be just fine in the end.
I just want you to be happy. And if that isn’t with me, thats okay. I know that in my mind, and for now, just my heart aches.
But i’d still be okay someday.

Maybe by speaking it out loud, I can find the reason its all gone.
Somebody somewhere will know I’m lost. They’ll know the answer. And I can make sense of it.
But no matter how many times I try, there is no reason I can find or understand. I can tell myself lots of things.
But i’m still lost.