That's funny af!

I've only had one surgery, my top surgery last year. There was a miscommunication about my daily meds so I got the wrong ones (my fault) plus I reacted quite badly to the anasthetic plus the pain killers I got afterwards. Ended up just using paracetamol to dull the pain 🫠

Note to self: have better boundaries and better communication next week to avoid snafoos and stress

And I think I've been feeling the potential for conflict with Mercury-Mars so I haven't fussed about it but just been stressing internally

Ooof same! 🤭

Me and my bf have both become more hopeful that everything just goes black and it's just *game over* when one dies too cause if we're this tired in this life, how could we have energy for eternity or a second lifetime? Like let us rest please

And since the pandemic started I've been waiting on gender affirming care and in limbo in many ways. So that memory makes me think of how much exploring might wait for me in the future, when I've accessed the medical prodedures I want. When I can live more aligned with myself.

I'm also pondering what more I can learn in the future if I let go of preconceived ideas about myself and others 🤔

I'm reminded with this story of how silly and wrong things can go when assuming things about both yourself and others because of gender presentation and social interaction.

Now it's a funny story and I'll take it as a learning experience and a lesson 🤭

Reminiscing about a time before the pandemic when I was trying to figure myself out, I had a short fling with a girl who was similar to me socially. We had such chemistry and so much fun.

We surprisingly realized we were both very bottom-y in the bedroom and both were cowards about talking it out

It's a hard one! But it could be a graceful thing to give a heads up about distancing yourself and giving the reasons (but maybe no room for coming back)

I know I haven't felt like I've been able to do that in the past and sometimes it's come back to me in bad ways. But you gotta protect your space

Ooooh friendship breakups suck and can rock your soul 🥺😭❤️🫂 hope you're feeling okay despite it all!

Thank you 💜 yeah I'm very glad I have him as well, he's supported me in my mental health struggles a lot too 🥹💜

Rooting for you 🧡

And yes all his friends are really sweet and caring towards me, they were always more responsible than my father.

(I love him dearly)

Definitely looking forward to Olomi's post on the Remedies for Mars cause that series has clarified so much about each planet.

So your post/thread and thoughts are exciting to hear!

Interesting! 👀

I've been getting more and more interested lately in helpful/constructive themes of Mars. Especially from seeing him show up a lot in my nativity using techniques from Dr Olomi's patreon. Like Nourishment of the Soul, Angel of the Nativity.

Indeed 🧡 do you feel that you have community locally?

This reasoning makes a lot of sense and it also moves me in strange ways.

I hope you're okay and that you're protected from harm!