Preferring white or black in chess speaks of who you are as a person, I prefer black!

You chose a consumer of art over who creates it and that is your tragedy.

Ahhh how much I hate unclosed doors very intrusive.

Did you appreciate me as a work of art? stared at me in admiration for very long, then walked away? Or was I an amateur feeling that is discarded by a perfectionist?

Writing requires continuation of thoughts...the bad and good, a momentum to make words flow. that is why it is mentally challenging and might take longer than it looks.