For that, I am truly, truly sorry to Capital One.

Fraud is a crime, and you will go to jail if you commit it. If you want money, you have to learn how to make it the hard way.

I can and will be better, and I choose to do better.

I ain't showing up to that damn parade. I never really liked Trump, so nah. I'm going to the Kick Out the Clowns event in Honolulu.

I never liked Trump, either.

It's not okay what I did to you, and I am truly, truly sorry. I can do better, and I will do better.

Sincerely,

Monarch The Hedgehog ASMR

I will not rush you into doing anything. If not, then I will respect your space. Thank you for giving me a chance to say what I have to say when you see this, and I hope someday in the future, we can be friends again.

I will give you some time to think when you see this message.

I will also learn to be the advocate of how words and actions affect other people and I understand that it takes time and effort, no rush, and I know it will never be the same again, but if you're open to talk and patch things up in Discord DM's, I will be waiting

I will respect your boundaries, I will make my own work from now on, and work on my communication issues through therapy as a way to take it slow one step at a time.

Going forward, if I want to roleplay with you again in the future, I will learn to respect your work, get to know your characters better, be open to understanding your feelings without any judgment as you would do the same for me,

I did some reflecting and I have realized the error of my ways, and I am willing to committ to doing whatever it takes to earn your trust back as I hope you can give me a second chance.

I should've apologized sincerely, listened to your feelings, acknowledged what I did and what I repeated, and asked what I could do to gain back your trust.

I hurt myself overstepping your boundaries, and I never should've compared you to Robert, and I never should have accused you of being paranoid, and narcissistic. I said these things out of anger, and I let my emotions and insecurities get the best of me.

I was terribly selfish, dumb, and insecure back then, and I didn't listen to you when you said not to use your work without asking. I have no excuses, and it's not okay what I did.

Stealing my Pearl character without my permission for a roleplay, and I foolishly allowed it instead of saying something, and even stealing my other ideas as well out of selfishness, but all of this is no excuse for the stress I caused you.

Looney did the same thing to me a long time ago that I am still trying to let go of:

and I've had a lot of struggles and stress in my life, and I took it out on everyone else, including you.