"Heeeyy, guess who's back?"

If you don't know the game this comes from- it's The Freak Circus by nekoblackcat.bsky.social!! so check him and the game garula.itch.io/the-freak-ci... out if you can. It's a demo you can play without downloading so if you like horror and yanderes check it out!!!

Do not follow me thinking I will do anything less than screenshot, block you, and do my best to have you mass reported.

I have banished that side of me. I will do nothing with it but make sure the ashes of what I've burned scatter in the wind and never return.

☆☆ oh, and one last thing. I completely and utterly detest all things loli, underaged, or rape related. I am not on your side, I'm not nuanced, I'm not understanding- I HATE you. Because unlike me you have no shame and will not change.

Do not dm me expecting me to be a closet.

☆☆ keeping that in mind, I might return and try and turn a semi-clean slate. I miss this place and I wish to prove I've gotten better.

The best time to repent was before I started being a depraved pervert and letting it ruin my relationships, and hurt others.

The second best time is now.

☆☆ with nsfw endeavors in the backburner. If you go onto Twitter and search up #𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍𝙕 you'll see:

1. The cable channel STARZ
2. A shitton of n/sfw accounts writing tons of fight threads and lore (that's us!)

So that's where my effort's went to keep my hands busy.

☆☆ the reason i couldn't leave the internet completely is because I am pretty much alone behind the screen, and I wanted to take my writing and recovery very seriously.

So I used my newfound lack of lust to create an rp group for NSFW account that haven't had anywhere to put their lore into.

☆☆ I haven't, actually. I've been on Twitter under the same name. Transformed my NSFW into N/SFW and flipped all my accounts to mirror my accounts on this place, keeping all but my Deon account SFW with NSFW DMs, and very rare dms at that. I've moved my Alastor and Jax accounts to Twit.

I am the problem.

I need to fix that. I need to become better.

It's getting in the way of my hobbies. I can't count the times I've been looking to write something, like a Hazbin short story or something about Spamton or Shadow the Hedgehog- just to get horny, jerk off and forget about it.
I've ended arcs for this shit.
It got me into all this trouble.

(Or StargazinDeon, I can't remember which rn).

If you're a friend that's still here, I am sorry for breaking your trust like this. I am sorry for doing this in the first place. I am sorry for hurting you.

and body altering experience as a fetish, and I am sorry for not addressing this the way I was meant to: by seeking out a medical professional. I will now be doing so in my absence.

If you wish to reach out to me to ask more questions or just chew me out, my Discord tag is StargazingDeon

To answer a probably frequently asked question:

The Non-Con was a recent development, as was the Incest. I was not listening to peoples horrid stories with this in my mind, and I'm sorry if this made you believe I was.

I am sorry to all the victims for treating their horrifying, traumatic, life-