but the low does only gave me two hours of sleep and now im tired and in a lot of pain but I can't fall back asleep cuz my brain is woke 😭

#disability #chronicillness #chronicallyill #spoonie

Cowbo's experience: #Narcolepsy #MCAS #POTS #GERD #IBS #Asthma

Tldr: Idk when I can stream. It all depends on when I hear back from my health providers. It all depends on if I do or don't take my medicine. It all depends on if I wake up. I hate this. I hope y'all will stick with me through this rough time 🖤

I'm in a tough spot now because I need to be able to function and do my job but I also do not like that im risking my life each night because I can't wake up once I take the medicine even if I can't breathe. I don't get unlimited PTO. I need money so I need to work. This predicament sucks.

Bad news is that now when I take them, I'm risking my life each time because I can't breathe at night. This only started happening after that week I had dealt with an asthma attack. I did not have this issue prior to that event.

Good news is that I had got the narcolepsy meds finally. Taking the meds helps me function during the day. It lets me do my job, stream, do chores, run errands, be coherent, be awake.

(Just be warned I'll probs suck and be low energy cuz I've gotten no good restful sleep and I may or may not doze off during the stream but I will try my damn hardest to stay awake)

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