Eli
@thedeathoftrench.bsky.social
old acc repurposed to hide from main acc
OSDD 1 system shit posting
MDNI | will probably post about NSFW topics
OSDD 1 system shit posting
MDNI | will probably post about NSFW topics
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Open discord to find my own personal server has crashed
Like dawg I’m the owner can you let me in and give me a way to fix the issue
Like dawg I’m the owner can you let me in and give me a way to fix the issue
November 11, 2025 at 9:53 PM
Open discord to find my own personal server has crashed
Like dawg I’m the owner can you let me in and give me a way to fix the issue
Like dawg I’m the owner can you let me in and give me a way to fix the issue
I fear anytime someone says something inaccurate about a mental illness I have I must correct them
I just heard someone compare a pavlovian response to ptsd and I can assure you that’s not how either of those things work
I just heard someone compare a pavlovian response to ptsd and I can assure you that’s not how either of those things work
November 11, 2025 at 6:51 PM
I fear anytime someone says something inaccurate about a mental illness I have I must correct them
I just heard someone compare a pavlovian response to ptsd and I can assure you that’s not how either of those things work
I just heard someone compare a pavlovian response to ptsd and I can assure you that’s not how either of those things work
I’m loving the bad omens layout going on rn
I’m gonna miss it when I’m not on this acc 😭😭
I’m gonna miss it when I’m not on this acc 😭😭
November 11, 2025 at 11:31 AM
I’m loving the bad omens layout going on rn
I’m gonna miss it when I’m not on this acc 😭😭
I’m gonna miss it when I’m not on this acc 😭😭
I’ve watched fantastic four three times now and I still don’t understand the pedo hype
Great actor. I loved his performance as Reed. 100% not my type 😭😭
Great actor. I loved his performance as Reed. 100% not my type 😭😭
November 11, 2025 at 10:44 AM
I’ve watched fantastic four three times now and I still don’t understand the pedo hype
Great actor. I loved his performance as Reed. 100% not my type 😭😭
Great actor. I loved his performance as Reed. 100% not my type 😭😭
ANYWAYS
My package gets here Wednesday and I’m so excited
I wish it was coming tomorrow instead but I’m just happy it’s coming in general
My package gets here Wednesday and I’m so excited
I wish it was coming tomorrow instead but I’m just happy it’s coming in general
November 11, 2025 at 8:47 AM
ANYWAYS
My package gets here Wednesday and I’m so excited
I wish it was coming tomorrow instead but I’m just happy it’s coming in general
My package gets here Wednesday and I’m so excited
I wish it was coming tomorrow instead but I’m just happy it’s coming in general
I wish ppl understanding systems wasn’t the equivalent of a kindergartener trying to understand nuclear science
It would make my life easier and I could just explain things without having to say “idk why xyz happened” so I don’t sound crazy
It would make my life easier and I could just explain things without having to say “idk why xyz happened” so I don’t sound crazy
November 11, 2025 at 8:46 AM
I wish ppl understanding systems wasn’t the equivalent of a kindergartener trying to understand nuclear science
It would make my life easier and I could just explain things without having to say “idk why xyz happened” so I don’t sound crazy
It would make my life easier and I could just explain things without having to say “idk why xyz happened” so I don’t sound crazy
I just had to send a “you need to break our trust if xyz” message and fuck I hated it
I’ve never experienced worse hell than asking my best friend to purposefully hurt me because I am a system (asking him rat on our littles if it’s a matter of danger/harm to them, the body, the system)
I’ve never experienced worse hell than asking my best friend to purposefully hurt me because I am a system (asking him rat on our littles if it’s a matter of danger/harm to them, the body, the system)
November 11, 2025 at 7:24 AM
I just had to send a “you need to break our trust if xyz” message and fuck I hated it
I’ve never experienced worse hell than asking my best friend to purposefully hurt me because I am a system (asking him rat on our littles if it’s a matter of danger/harm to them, the body, the system)
I’ve never experienced worse hell than asking my best friend to purposefully hurt me because I am a system (asking him rat on our littles if it’s a matter of danger/harm to them, the body, the system)
Tweaking cause something new is going on with my OSDD and I talk to two ppl about that
1. My best friend. This isn’t a him convo topic so he’s out
2. My therapist. I don’t see her til Thursday and it’s a topic I haven’t gotten used to bringing up
I love life 😀😬
1. My best friend. This isn’t a him convo topic so he’s out
2. My therapist. I don’t see her til Thursday and it’s a topic I haven’t gotten used to bringing up
I love life 😀😬
November 11, 2025 at 6:04 AM
Tweaking cause something new is going on with my OSDD and I talk to two ppl about that
1. My best friend. This isn’t a him convo topic so he’s out
2. My therapist. I don’t see her til Thursday and it’s a topic I haven’t gotten used to bringing up
I love life 😀😬
1. My best friend. This isn’t a him convo topic so he’s out
2. My therapist. I don’t see her til Thursday and it’s a topic I haven’t gotten used to bringing up
I love life 😀😬
My family being shocked when I show symptoms of the disorders they are very aware I have is so weird
Like of course the anger holder alter is gonna tell you stop talking to us when two seconds earlier you tried to gaslight us (actually. Not the tt version). Why are you shocked??
Like of course the anger holder alter is gonna tell you stop talking to us when two seconds earlier you tried to gaslight us (actually. Not the tt version). Why are you shocked??
November 11, 2025 at 3:41 AM
My family being shocked when I show symptoms of the disorders they are very aware I have is so weird
Like of course the anger holder alter is gonna tell you stop talking to us when two seconds earlier you tried to gaslight us (actually. Not the tt version). Why are you shocked??
Like of course the anger holder alter is gonna tell you stop talking to us when two seconds earlier you tried to gaslight us (actually. Not the tt version). Why are you shocked??
November 11, 2025 at 1:12 AM
“Addressing the backlash”
Ned (Fulmer) all we want you to do is zip it and keep it that way
Ned (Fulmer) all we want you to do is zip it and keep it that way
November 11, 2025 at 12:29 AM
“Addressing the backlash”
Ned (Fulmer) all we want you to do is zip it and keep it that way
Ned (Fulmer) all we want you to do is zip it and keep it that way
The silence from Taylor Swift in response to the trump admin repeatedly using her music and the way fans are defending her on response to her lack of response is so interesting to me
imo you only let a Nazi use your music if you agree with them
imo you only let a Nazi use your music if you agree with them
November 11, 2025 at 12:08 AM
The silence from Taylor Swift in response to the trump admin repeatedly using her music and the way fans are defending her on response to her lack of response is so interesting to me
imo you only let a Nazi use your music if you agree with them
imo you only let a Nazi use your music if you agree with them
I just know that ET interview is going have the toxic joshlers concocting even worse lies about the boys marriages
#TwentyOnePilots
#TwentyOnePilots
November 11, 2025 at 12:00 AM
I just know that ET interview is going have the toxic joshlers concocting even worse lies about the boys marriages
#TwentyOnePilots
#TwentyOnePilots
THERE WAS A NEW DINOSAUR SPECIES DISCOVERED?!
November 10, 2025 at 11:08 PM
THERE WAS A NEW DINOSAUR SPECIES DISCOVERED?!
I just had to pack a lunch and
Yeah I am 100% mentally and chronically ill 😭😭
If it wasn’t obvious before then it is now 😭😭
Yeah I am 100% mentally and chronically ill 😭😭
If it wasn’t obvious before then it is now 😭😭
November 10, 2025 at 10:00 PM
I just had to pack a lunch and
Yeah I am 100% mentally and chronically ill 😭😭
If it wasn’t obvious before then it is now 😭😭
Yeah I am 100% mentally and chronically ill 😭😭
If it wasn’t obvious before then it is now 😭😭
Reading a book where one of the mmc has DID and
He just insulted the movies about DID so this is going great imo
The movies are very inaccurate and paint a picture that ppl with DID/OSDD are evil or bad or dangerous
#booksky
He just insulted the movies about DID so this is going great imo
The movies are very inaccurate and paint a picture that ppl with DID/OSDD are evil or bad or dangerous
#booksky
November 10, 2025 at 12:28 PM
Reading a book where one of the mmc has DID and
He just insulted the movies about DID so this is going great imo
The movies are very inaccurate and paint a picture that ppl with DID/OSDD are evil or bad or dangerous
#booksky
He just insulted the movies about DID so this is going great imo
The movies are very inaccurate and paint a picture that ppl with DID/OSDD are evil or bad or dangerous
#booksky
I need hot topics but one get one $10 sale to last until l have money
November 10, 2025 at 11:30 AM
I need hot topics but one get one $10 sale to last until l have money
I have OSDD 1 and we have an in system marriage
We just started crying cause one of us misses his source sister and then got more upset because our husband was crying over missing his source sister
This was happening simultaneously too 😭😭
We just started crying cause one of us misses his source sister and then got more upset because our husband was crying over missing his source sister
This was happening simultaneously too 😭😭
November 10, 2025 at 9:08 AM
I have OSDD 1 and we have an in system marriage
We just started crying cause one of us misses his source sister and then got more upset because our husband was crying over missing his source sister
This was happening simultaneously too 😭😭
We just started crying cause one of us misses his source sister and then got more upset because our husband was crying over missing his source sister
This was happening simultaneously too 😭😭
GI issues are genuinely so stupid
I ate a trigger food that wasn’t known as a trigger food til I ate it and now it’s going to mess up the next three days bare minimum which will then fuck up the rest of the week and then that will spiral into next week
So basically I’m going to suffer for eternity
I ate a trigger food that wasn’t known as a trigger food til I ate it and now it’s going to mess up the next three days bare minimum which will then fuck up the rest of the week and then that will spiral into next week
So basically I’m going to suffer for eternity
November 10, 2025 at 8:02 AM
GI issues are genuinely so stupid
I ate a trigger food that wasn’t known as a trigger food til I ate it and now it’s going to mess up the next three days bare minimum which will then fuck up the rest of the week and then that will spiral into next week
So basically I’m going to suffer for eternity
I ate a trigger food that wasn’t known as a trigger food til I ate it and now it’s going to mess up the next three days bare minimum which will then fuck up the rest of the week and then that will spiral into next week
So basically I’m going to suffer for eternity
The fact that Josh Dun can and has been able to play drums with his eyes covered for years is crazy
November 10, 2025 at 7:06 AM
The fact that Josh Dun can and has been able to play drums with his eyes covered for years is crazy
I have asthma and general lung issues and never wheeze until I start laughing
It’s genuinely so funny sometimes. Instead of a regular laugh you’ll just hear this dead rattle like wheeze (I’m fine btw!!)
It’s genuinely so funny sometimes. Instead of a regular laugh you’ll just hear this dead rattle like wheeze (I’m fine btw!!)
November 10, 2025 at 6:54 AM
I have asthma and general lung issues and never wheeze until I start laughing
It’s genuinely so funny sometimes. Instead of a regular laugh you’ll just hear this dead rattle like wheeze (I’m fine btw!!)
It’s genuinely so funny sometimes. Instead of a regular laugh you’ll just hear this dead rattle like wheeze (I’m fine btw!!)
Can Ryan actually stfu
We don’t wanna hear your parasocial opinions on Tyler/Josh/Joshler/etc.
There’s no big ruse around why he didn’t wear his ring. He probably just didn’t want to
We don’t wanna hear your parasocial opinions on Tyler/Josh/Joshler/etc.
There’s no big ruse around why he didn’t wear his ring. He probably just didn’t want to
November 10, 2025 at 6:21 AM
Can Ryan actually stfu
We don’t wanna hear your parasocial opinions on Tyler/Josh/Joshler/etc.
There’s no big ruse around why he didn’t wear his ring. He probably just didn’t want to
We don’t wanna hear your parasocial opinions on Tyler/Josh/Joshler/etc.
There’s no big ruse around why he didn’t wear his ring. He probably just didn’t want to
I hate the term fatherless behavior cause why is he getting credit for my behavior
I baked up this insanity all by myself. I’m the one who deserves the credit
I baked up this insanity all by myself. I’m the one who deserves the credit
November 10, 2025 at 6:15 AM
I hate the term fatherless behavior cause why is he getting credit for my behavior
I baked up this insanity all by myself. I’m the one who deserves the credit
I baked up this insanity all by myself. I’m the one who deserves the credit