*niche thing is doubled, 3 colors*
“YIPPIE!!!!”

I’m sure there’s some level of para-social relationship to this and to be clear I’m just bitching. I digress.

I’m to blame and that’s fine and I’m happy with I’m working on. I just wish I had something, absolutely anything that I’ve made that I can point to and be proud of and I just don’t

I felt kinda pushed away from the MTG community, so I quit. & then less than 6 months later I see old mutuals making ads for WOTC. to be clear, good for them! I’m happy for them, really, but that happening immediately after I gave it up reinforces that feeling that I wasted my time. A rat race

I really need to get this Returnal video out, man. I feel so ashamed that I’ve been making content for the better part of 15 years and if you google my name absolutely nothing appears. Nothing to show for it. Just time that I now regret because I could have spent it on something that could pay off

I’m sure it’s partly me being in my own head. I’m not exactly a spitting image of self confidence, so I’m sure that impacts my thoughts. But to have work that I was proud of making all be erased without so much as a courtesy message or the option to save some hurts

Pennsylvania doesn’t have ALOT but it does have a pretty gorgeous skyline sometimes!