I want a teacup waterfall for the pond I'm building. Because ADHD this will end 1 of 3 ways;
1, I won't stop until my vision is realised
2, I'll half finish the pond and it'll lapse into ruin awaiting its beautiful waterfall dreams
3, I'll own a pond liner and a stack of unused teacups forevermore

Iiiiifff yoooouuu'rrreeee.... feeling trapped in an endless spiral of failure and can't seem to catch up with anything and everything feels out of your grip but you know it's mostly 'cause your meds ran out and it will seem slightly easier to deal with when you have them back... clap your hands! 👏👏

Six hours left to do an assessment that I've failed to study for while in the killer headache stage of withdrawal from anti-depressants I forgot to order a refill of?
Who would be so unprepared as to get themselves in that position? Haha. Hahahaha. Hahahabdjdkeheuw kill me.

Also in related news I may start using this as a place for my unfiltered navel-gazing and/or whining when my dumb brain is making life hard so.. look forward to that I guess? Or don't, let's face it I'll probably forget anyway

Everything will feel better after I have showered and eaten dinner. This might be a lie but there's only one way to find out

Hello bluesky, it is I, your friendly neighbourhood trash panda. Will I use this any more than I used twitter? Who can say, but here I am anyway!
(For friends I just followed wondering who I actually am, the A in ADHD stands for Amy)