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𓏲🦭 ꜝֶָ֢ 𝔇𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔦. 𔓕യ 🎀
@the-waiting-cat.bsky.social
He/Xe/She
((vent) and graphic media alt) 🎵
🪄 mental issues - ENFP
⫘⫘⫘♒️⫘⫘⫘🫐⫘⫘⫘
"Wrapped around the lining of my throat! "
🎼;; Sometimes
pfp: 5weetmeat

☠︎︎ ⋆₊
🚫 basic dni + proship + AI + fetish

dm for main accs @
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I changed my name to Emrik. I like general homestuck, spooky month, and osc posts. You do NOT recongize me. I only follow vent accs of my main mooties/friends. fuck off bots. i blocky freely.
alt account for gasher, uh, I'm gonna vent here and probably post vent art, gore art, and suggestive art

dni if u don't wanna see that

I'm a big whiney bitch who has mental issues and a horrible addiction
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and then john meets me
because i am there 🤯

#johnkat #homestuck #karkat #johnegbert
December 26, 2025 at 3:06 PM
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what is karkalicious definitious and does it drive terezi loco?

#homestuck #karkatvantas #davekat #karkalicious #davebot
December 27, 2025 at 2:09 AM
"porq dibujas?"

a.... no me queda mas. soy triste.

"mm..."
December 27, 2025 at 10:54 AM
imagine being uneducated abount one of the most infamous homestuck artists.

like, youve never seen-...? the girl? youre that lucky? well o have. more than id like to admit.

the fucking flashbacks mate. it aint even funny not more, its just a little triggering to do a basic look at their art dude.
December 27, 2025 at 8:05 AM
praise
ajajajjajajajajja

imagine
👀

when its real:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

when youre not afraid::
when you you cant treat me like im an animal:
when you cant treat me like youre my friend: 👀

praise praise praise
comf, tight hold, hair, cut?

cut. lash. whip. stab.
STINGS.
giggle, big.
so big
think
December 27, 2025 at 7:59 AM
mf thinks i dont know he doesnt have a seperate nsfw account. I DONT CARE. im not LOOKING FOR THAT. this my MY 'nsfw' account, i dont care about yours. just say "oh its my adult account" instead of being a pussy and trying to save your skin. i get it, but at the same time, being blunt is better.
December 27, 2025 at 7:45 AM
oh i just love being eridan! its pretty fun being a fish lowkey. at least when hes not having a constant breakdown hes a wonderful little lad for me. hes a bit rude and hes not as bad as he usually is. just a lot less general tension. its nice. but in at a low point again, so that might change quick
December 26, 2025 at 12:02 PM
being able to switch genders is godly because right now im feeling up my he/xe and sprinkling in a little she/her for some spice

luke sometumes i have troubles with boobs n vag, but not right now, so im fuckin cruising

eridan with sunglasses steering a boat with a thumbs up
December 26, 2025 at 11:48 AM
things under my bed [paws @ u!]

body pillow >>/////<<
old sketchbooks (∩_∩;)P
brand new 12-gage shotgun.
sum thigh highzzz (`°°Д°°)
small sharp knives.
random dust bunnies!! U ° x ° U
December 26, 2025 at 4:29 AM
and even after sharing my closest bond,

you stray away.

is this your instinct; do tou forget?
or do tou simply not care.

if i was in your head, id care.
but i am not. you are a seperate ecosystem.

i may be blowing this out of proportion, but is there a reason? i fear false will take me again.
December 26, 2025 at 4:20 AM
am i really healing or is it a delusion i keep feeding myself so i dont have to think about being hyersexual.

its 3AM and i was reading smut the past hour or so. sure i may be off of c* but im still indulging in nsfw.

how far does coping go before its harmful again? this cant be good. ::(
December 25, 2025 at 10:05 AM
cronkri. cronuts kanny. cr, ko. krancros. kroncrocankrinus, krinus... crokane. kankri. kankri. cronankrious. crofranshittykankrijamapuss. cronuts. 🤔 im so fucking start.
December 25, 2025 at 8:58 AM
December 24, 2025 at 2:50 AM
yknow the depression is coming back with another strong wave when youre drawing yourself as dr. house

#ventart #vent #housemd
December 24, 2025 at 2:48 AM
hurt/comfort fic where eridan fails suicide and sollux ends up kidnapping him and bringing his stuff to his own house so he can take care if eridan. he make sure hes takes the right about of medication, he bathes eridan, he tries to keep him away form sh, he helps him eat well and
December 24, 2025 at 2:43 AM
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I AM NOT A PERSON I AM A DOLL, AN IDEA, A BEING OF MANY SKINS COMPILED INTO ONE TO BECOME A MUTILATED SACK OF LIVING MEAT.

#ventart #vent #eridan #eridanampora #ampora #sadstuck (?) #homestuck i guess.
December 23, 2025 at 3:33 AM
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fatal to the flesh + ibispaint x

I HATE MYSELF !!! This is what my wrists should look like istg
August 31, 2025 at 9:56 PM
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the cat waita for a reason
October 11, 2025 at 7:37 PM
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shinitagari

(suicide warning)
October 17, 2025 at 7:18 PM
oh my god. just saw my mutual post something and was gonna like it but then remembered i am nyat havin this weirdo anywhere near my sensitive account. especially not with my whorey, gorey, and even more ugly drawings.
December 24, 2025 at 12:43 AM
my mother just admitted she wants to punch me.

yessss, beat your own child for not wanting to talk and being rude after being suicidal.

i gte i was just giggling but its because my voice sucks and i was laughing at how ugly my voice it.
December 24, 2025 at 12:36 AM
i hate myself
why am i so selfish? its fucking immture. i know they care but why am i the only one who cared? besides oliver, theyre a sweetheart.
December 23, 2025 at 9:49 PM
people suck i shpuld just cut myself more
December 23, 2025 at 9:33 PM
why cant i ever have anything
December 23, 2025 at 9:30 PM
im so. fucking. gross.
December 23, 2025 at 5:35 PM