Colors of self love

There is a light at my world's end, there's nothing left to defend.

Hits different.

Don't got that much to live for, but its going to be one hell of a ride.

I was going to go to bed at 10pm. I made a snap decision and pulled onto a call, now i'm vibing at 3am. I should go to bed, but i'm in my happy place.

Fuck I can't wait to see what the future holds.

Growing up I spent a lot of time alone. I used to be really good at it. Now it just kind of depresses me when there's no one else around. What changed?

Friendo has me thinking on style. Its rough to hear you dress like a step parent, and the idea of dramatically altering my wardrobe to be more expressive feels like im pushing against a barrier. I'm actively being deprogrammed from parental trauma. Who am I, exactly? I've been suppressed.

I did more squats than I thought I ever could, but jesus my legs are jelly now.

Today I spent a lot of time looking into a mirror from the future, the supportive words and gentle nudges to do and be better, and then acting upon it. It really fulfills me. My heart's full today.

I learned some things about myself tonight, and am straight up vibing.

Its a good night. Good night for me. W me.

I have completely forgotten how to do a social media help.