So true

felt that..

If i hold u i expect you to remove ur explosives

thank u lol ;^;

Sometimes I feel like I'm wasting my life attending college, seeing people do things I wanna do and then feeling myself grow more and more envious. It's very tiring. I know I can get there, but something pulls me down and I end up just not trying at all. I'm just kinda tired of it being this way.

I'm actively afraid to even talk to my own friends or chat on this platform because I'm so afraid of just being ignored or someone gets the wrong idea based off of something simple. I don't like coming off as arrogant so I just stay silent when people talk about things so i dont look dumb.

I always compare and contrast myself to others and end up putting myself down again and again. I really want to be a good person and I enjoy actively making people happy, but if it means I got to change myself just to appease people, I will not change unless it betters me and it's my decision.

I've grown exhausted of trying to conform to these odd standards I've made for myself and being afraid of being myself. Sometimes I'm just afraid people won't like me for who I am and tbh. It really fucks with me and I know I shouldn't let it, but it does. I'm just afraid of losing my friends.

agreed,,

You know you can always just shove yourself inside me smh???

hfdhgdfhgf wtfff