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Benny
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Galactic traveler sending texts to the universe trying to find my way back home✨

"The poetry is in the streets" -M. Healey
Letting Go

I'm releasing it tonight
All the ego & fight
No more toxicity & control
Requiring you to check in like parole
All will be mine in due time
Now I must trust & be patient
Loving you is no crime
I'm healing my heart
In due time we'll have a new start
Forgiveness is the key
Love = (U+Me)
March 5, 2025 at 5:43 AM
New U

Gonna find a new U
Intelligent & true
1 that doesn't hide
Get caught up in pride
Communicates always
Gives head in the hallway
Loves all of my parts
Goes 2 concerts before it starts
Drinks only with me
Let's me taste when she pees
Yes a love brand new
But she wouldn't be U
So she'll never do
March 5, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Him

Confidence of a king
Nothing will swing
My opinion of myself
Not material wealth
Not even God herself
Could convince I'm not dope
No need for hope
I know I'm an experience
Sorta like the Pope
People are in awe of my aura
Yet how does she have me 2nd guessing
Fumbling & stressing
I'm him
Right?
March 5, 2025 at 2:39 AM
Free

I keep looking at the facts
Trying not 2 react
How could things have gone this way
We said forever and a day
That together we'd stay
Now the chords 2 her heart
Are no longer mine 2 play
Another is strumming away
And that reality cripples me
Heart begging 2 be free
Of this pain
Losing & shame
March 5, 2025 at 2:33 AM
Beach

Ocean side is my favorite place 2 be
Just the wind & sound of the waves 2 set me free
Toes in the sand, fingers holding hands
Is where I see her in my dreams
Feeling the waves on the shore
Always finds me craving 4 more
Fun is always on display
As together we play
On the coast
Now let's toast
March 5, 2025 at 2:27 AM
Reinvention

It's time 4 a new me
Head 2 toe
Wardrobe & keys
How I talk 2 myself
How I accumulate my wealth
No more 4 others can I continue 2 bleed
No longer can I not rely on my heart 2 lead
I'm actively transforming
My mind actively brainstorming
I'm excited 2 see
What new me will ultimately be
March 3, 2025 at 9:11 PM
Create

I've been stagnant far 2 long
Losing myself in this never ending poem
Forgetting 2 create & how it saves me
Forgetting 2 sing & how music bathes me
The world has such beauty
I've been forgetting 2 see
Even the art in the tragedy
One day at a time
As I regain my way
True 2 myself
Amen, I pray
March 3, 2025 at 9:01 PM
Absence

Tell ur friends I've finally stopped reaching out
Tell ur roommate they no longer have 2 doubt
Tell ur baby sister I'm sorry I was a fraud
Tell ur friends their socials I'll no longer lurk & prod
Tell ur heart I'm sorry 4 the hurt I caused
Tell your body I'm sorry 4 the pleasure I paused
March 3, 2025 at 8:54 PM
17 Months

Some days feel like hours
Just as some people bloom like flowers
Unexpected and completely wild
Shakes your very foundation
Speaks to your inner child
So much life lived in such a short window
Yet somehow still not enough to describe what we've been thru
I need lifetimes
Art & wind chimes
March 3, 2025 at 8:46 PM
Calm

I feel a calm today
Like I haven't felt in a while
Because I know it's still us somehow
But I had to cut the chord
And let U travel free from my sword
It's time for healing
Free from all of my appealing
I know I find U again
If not in this life
In the next where we've atoned our sins
March 3, 2025 at 8:38 PM
Never Goodbye

It's never goodbye
Just a TTYL
But it's okay 2 cry
4 when the time was then
I was unable 2 comprehend
The magnitude of my decisions
The depth of my surgical incisions
Deeply through both our hearts
Now I'm left assembling the parts
I'll see U again
And when I do
We get it right then
March 3, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Enough

Tired of my own mind
It's time to leave old ways behind
How can I shine in the light
If I continuously refuse to do what's right
A better future starts now
No matter how scary I must somehow
Do the self work
Begin to heal the hurt
Stop the lies
Look inward for the prize
Trust the path
March 3, 2025 at 8:27 PM
If U Read This

Please come home baby
I'm sorry 4 acting so crazy
My love's so chaotic & pure
My heart's so determined & sure
It's always been U
No other soul 4 me will ever do
Understand that I love all of your parts
In every existence U own all of my hearts
Lastly simple & sweet
I ❤️ U head 2 feet
February 28, 2025 at 5:27 AM
11:11

Angel numbers is what they say
Synchronicity in full display
It's when the stars all align
A gift from the universe, a sign
Are we on the right path these days
The universe still talks to me in so many ways
Everything is U in everything I hear
Navigating back to U in every turn I steer
February 28, 2025 at 5:19 AM
No Contact

What is the true distance
Of 2 hearts stuck in resistance
What is the true measure
Of communication gone cold
Lost like buried treasure
How do U begin 2 calculate the loss
Of souls disconnected
Like broken strands of floss
Can U still hear my cries
Do the portals still connect our eyes
February 28, 2025 at 5:15 AM
Calm

All is still now
Battles between me & my mind
Blame we've left behind
Patience is the only key
Between what it was & what is to be
Forgiveness is hard to find
In the deepest recesses of my mind
So much uncertainty remains
As I question the path and its many timeframes
One day
All will be ok
February 28, 2025 at 5:08 AM
Unknown

There is beauty in the unknown
Placing trust in all the seeds you've sown
So much fear and angst is in the air
With all this misinformation it's so hard not to care
Trying to calm my mind in these critical times
Telling my heart to be patient
Asking forgiveness of all my crimes
February 23, 2025 at 1:12 PM
Holidays

I can't wait for the holidays
In so many ways
All of the lights
Tamales & cookie bites
A 1975 tree, for wintering
The songs we'll sing
New memories 2 bring
And a new year's kiss
Imagine such bliss
How it was always supposed 2 be
Happy & free
Pictures 2 post
Parties 2 host
Haters 2 ghost
February 22, 2025 at 3:25 AM
September

She told me to wait
For the leaves to turn
So our passion can burn
I can't wait for this new chapter
With you, just us two
Will be the best birthday gift
Once the constellations they shift
A new burst of energy so swift
I long for that day
When I can finally say
This all along is the way
February 22, 2025 at 3:17 AM
Politics As Usual

Lives are at stake or are we still pretending
That media narratives are the cause of all the lives upending
What about the climate & Earth's fragile ecology
Marvin was right mercy mercy me
Division is understood
Where media literacy never could
Truths are lies
2 despise is good
February 21, 2025 at 10:12 PM
Detachment

I don't know when I became so codependent
On your every word
Like I'm on a jury and you're the defendant
I'm sorry I've obsessed over you constantly
Making you feel that you've had to flee
Love is just pain that has not been yet felt
Just as silence is ice that has yet to melt
February 21, 2025 at 10:04 PM
Release

Let go & the universe will flow
Control what U can control
& tensions will slow
Stepping out of my mind
2 leave the doubt & worry behind
I am releasing it now
& embracing the how
My life will amaze me
My dreams will be paisley
Like Christopher Tracy I'm unafraid
4 Life Is Just a Parade🎈
February 21, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Journal

These are the things I'm 2 scared 2 say
4 fear of pushing U away
So I write them in rhymes
Just passing my time
Until U have time 4 me again
After all of your friends
When your love returns to stay
And the ghosts go away
And you're sober & kind
And I'm on top of your mind
My heart returns
February 21, 2025 at 6:52 PM
Antiquated

Are lovers now antiquated
In a world that never dated
Just got 2gether & mated
Post pics online just 2 be rated
Likes here comments there
Living infatuated
Is romance still a thing
Rose petals & rings
My heart passionately sings
Attached 2 all of your strings
See U in all of my dreams
February 21, 2025 at 6:39 PM
Guides

Some days I don't have a clue
Of what I should and not do
Appears the government is thru
Knew civil service was 2 good 2 be true
So I invested in U
Studied 4 a PhD too
Cut back on buying of shoes
Anxiety all in the news
My lover's drinking her blues
Sending mysterious clues
Her I can't lose
February 21, 2025 at 6:29 PM