But I will say sense being off vrchat due to my health decline.. its mostly been lonely. But for what its worth i dont blame anyone. I know stuffs chaotic for alot of people right now, I just hope they will be ok.

I know i typed alot. But there are people who do care. So I want to be transparent. My health has taken a nose dive from all this stress and its possible ive developed a fatigue issue. But im thankful to wolfy, his family, the friends that check on me and im greatful that im still alive

To that end, once things are settled I hope I can fully recover from this fatigue issue and I can start feeling alive again, so I can provide for wolfy or friends who might need help. I spent most my life not making money, feeling useless.. and I dont want that life anymore. I want to feel alive.

Oh and I dont get compensation. Not a dime as far as i know. We had to call multiple times to get our case foward.. to my friends, the ones that still think of me, I am sorry for being gone and silent. This stress fatigue has caused me alot of physical and mental pain Just know I still love you guys

She not only caused me grief this was around the time my mother passed, but also caused wolfy a full panic attack. She wrote wolfy had a "tantrum" and we were doing fraud despite her saying she wouldnt. She's off our case and hopefully the assessment coming up will restore some hours I lost.

To some it up our files were lost, a case was made, and the assement was heavily delayed. They wanted to put a strike on wolfy because they thought he was doing fraud. We were told my pca hours were 52, now they are 34. They also sent the wrong assement person. One for physical and not mental.

im rooting for you big guy! im sure youll do great and make people happy.

the lizard word must be spread 🦎

Usually im the one always reaching out. Sadly.. Lotta people seem not to reach out to me lately.. I think its because my mother died and people seem to think I need space.. but I dont want space

hec exploration and discovery you might even find new friends who appreciate your work, even if they dont find certain things about the art appealing to them, a person even a non furry can appreciate hard work that you make when they have passions in art. lifes to short you know? be your best to you

hmm.. i think sometimes people love art for the sake of art regardless what is drawn. i think you draw very well and have a wonderful loving kinda feeling in it. even if you draw "big bois" theres something very sweet about the way you draw. dont let the past hold you back, express yourself <3

You deserved it. Youve been a kind and loving friend to all of us. And I also did make that promise. Im just glad I could finally keep it hehe