I'm overthinking way too much shit as 21yo lol

It's prolly cuz I can't see myself being a father, my name will end the day that I die, forgotten after my nieces and nephews passed away.. after that I'm just gone.

It feels really stupid worrying about it, but I got one hell of a cool name(thx dad) that I want it to stay just for a bit longer

Paypal, they randomly freeze your account if it's kinda suspicious so Wise is just better in terms of that not happening and transfer fee iirc