Thanks! It's nonsensical for Youtube to be hiding those views, but at least it's reassuring to know that the viewer base is larger than it appears.

Glad you're still getting the money for those views. Is there any way for you to easily estimate roughly how many views the video *actually* has based off of the ad revenue numbers?

Now it's up to #90!

I'm very relieved to hear that you're ok. While it may have been scary, at least now your friends can help you to get through this. I'm sorry that you've been going through a bad time, and I hope that you will be able to feel better soon.

Please know that you are appreciated, & your work has brought joy to me & many thousands of people. There's nothing wrong with wanting to make people happy, & you have done so through your art. Please do not harm yourself. People care about you. Talk to a good friend or family member. Call 988.