Actually did a drawing first in a while and idk if its a placebo but my head feels a little clearer? Prob because of the focus you need
Gonna try do more actual characters rather than just random combinations of hair eyes mouth

And it gets worse
I feel like my mind is actually splitting and im beginning to feel like i dont actually exist if that makes sense. I need to find a way to pull myself tovether

Crashing out again

I am uncrashing out that’s good
I’m going to try draw tomorrow morning wish me luck

Holy shit I am crashing out today

Past 2 days have been shit I am so far on negative progress awesome

I’m still not sure why but by mind is always cloudy. I never remember anything and it feels like literally everything I do is instinctively. I just blanked on what I was going to put next. Oh because everything is like that it feels almost like time isn’t progressing? Yet it very much so is

I’m such a weird person it annoys me like I don’t even know fully what Im into as it varies A LOT
My gf is not weird like me :(
Why am I so different to literally everyone around me siiiiiiiigh

It’s hard. Im not a very emotional person like I’m normally just meh a lot of the time which means I don’t have a lot of interests like I play some select games and I’m trying to draw which is going okay.

Yknow I think some otherworldly force just doesn’t want me to draw
I WAS free tomorrow 6 till 3 and now I have been called into work
✨ W O W F U N ✨

Got motivation to draw but I don’t have custody of the iPad today lol
Next time maybe

hey i finally finished a drawing yippie

so i finally get something i want to draw and im not near my ipad for another 3h kms

man i really don’t know why i struggle with motivation towards everything. am i just lazy or does my brain not work
one day i’ll actually be able to do anything

so za has had a very strong grasp on my life but i am now just one quest from 100%ing it. i am going to try draw again tomorrow and sunday but as za is still on my brain i am going to try do lebanne

i’ve done some drawing before but my issue is i take way too long. i also can’t really sketch images. i don’t know how to explain it but i take too long to actually get the drawing started and i loose motivation. this image is an example of a callie drawing i did.

hello im trying to learn drawing digitally and i want to post about it so ill be here a lot here
i dont get much free time so there wont be many images lol but ill sure try