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Amper
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I'm a mess, but I'm trying to get better.

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You think you're starting to get through things, you go to bed trying to think positive, and your brain twists that into horrible dreams about all the worst ways you've failed.

Up at 4am and I just want to cry, but I can't even do that right.
February 8, 2026 at 4:17 AM
I need there to be a Super Nintendo World in the UK so that I can experience this glorious rendition of THE BEST Bowser Castle music from THE BEST Mario Kart game. 🔥

youtu.be/oGrE-kLZXh8?...
【SOURCE OST】Super Nintendo World: Bowser's Castle - Mario Kart Wii
YouTube video by Parade10
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February 5, 2026 at 10:46 PM
Pre-2024 my art was incredibly infrequent, so I can't quite do this comparison properly. This'll have to do.

Not a lot has changed, but I'm glad I can take pride in what Amper has become to me. 💛⚡
February 5, 2026 at 9:46 PM
If there was a GIF of one particular episode of Spongebob where Squidward just lays down on the floor with a completely expressionless face, I would post it right now.
February 4, 2026 at 12:19 PM
Reposted by Amper
please read, we may be evicted within 3 months.

to hire me:
vgen.co/ikjleio
www.studiocurtainfire.com (for custom inquiries)

ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ikjleio

#vtuber #envtuber #forhire #commissionsopen #commissions #mutualaid #helpsky
February 2, 2026 at 9:36 PM
Tomodachi Life 2 looks like everything I could possibly want it to be, and more. 💛
January 29, 2026 at 2:27 PM
Never played D&D in my life, but I'm happy with this result. Magic is cool. ⚡
January 27, 2026 at 2:41 AM
In hindsight, I think I let my frustrations with certain things spill over into how I interacted with others in the weeks before I went off-radar.

Sorry if I ever came across as sharp or impatient. Being stressed doesn't excuse me taking that out on other people.
January 25, 2026 at 6:00 AM
Sorry that I'm such a disaster I can't even settle on how I want to present myself right now. So much keeps going on all at once, and I never feel like I have time to make peace with anything.

It means a lot that there are still people who care about me, despite everything. The feeling is mutual. 💛
January 21, 2026 at 5:09 AM
I think I might actually just be a bad person.
January 18, 2026 at 6:11 AM
Maybe it's time to stay off Bluesky for a little while. Fresh wounds aren't going to heal if I keep getting caught off-guard by reminders of them.
January 2, 2026 at 5:45 PM
Happy new year. Time to move on and look forward. 💚
January 1, 2026 at 12:06 AM
2025 taught me some things:

- Who I can trust, and who I can't.
- How comfortable I am being myself around others.
- To realise when a good thing is actually unhealthy.
- That I've made a lot of mistakes.
- Loneliness and rejection are horrible feelings.

Good riddance to the worst year of my life.
December 31, 2025 at 7:55 PM
It's been a rough year personally. But I want to get better. I won't give up on the things and people that still matter to me.

Merry Christmas and happy holidays. 🎄💚

#artist #oc #originalcharacter #mspaint
December 26, 2025 at 12:46 AM
I hope you have a good Christmas. 💚
December 24, 2025 at 8:25 PM
[Vent art]
The voice inside my head.
December 23, 2025 at 4:41 PM
One of the main people responsible for my love of Souls games just got even cooler. 😎💚
I've spent a long time wondering if I'd ever speak on my channel, and I'm sure many of you have as well. It looks like it's finally time though.

youtu.be/LYM1dmXp9Zs
December 14, 2025 at 6:59 PM
One day I'll figure out how to stop screwing things up.
December 13, 2025 at 1:01 PM
Just as a heads up, If I stop being "Amper", it's because it's not fun anymore being the alien.

I'd rather find a version of me I can appreciate, even if I'm not appreciated elsewhere. That's what I'm working towards.
December 9, 2025 at 7:42 PM
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December 8, 2025 at 6:57 PM
I won't be sharing my Twitch recap this year, or making my first end-of-year monthly art summary either. It doesn't feel right with the way things are right now.
December 5, 2025 at 8:52 AM
I'm going to give fair warning to anyone who sees this: I am really struggling to hold myself together, and the stuff I go into in this thread might be pretty open, and potentially triggering. I don't have a mental note of everything I'm about to say, I just feel like I need to say something... 🧵
December 5, 2025 at 4:54 AM
Kirby is Nintendo's best franchise, and it's not even close.

How does this series continually manage to go above and beyond with pretty much every single game? 🤩

I might actually need to save for a Switch 2 after all...
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October 23, 2025 at 4:19 PM