Teach_44
teach44.bsky.social
Teach_44
@teach44.bsky.social
Fan fic writer, twitch mod,Emo/metalcore enjoyer, a lost soul trying to get through it all.

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this is my old model but im formally known as teach your local half vampire half shifter sus librarian
July 16, 2025 at 9:19 PM
That's it and ill update more as I go to more sessions though
June 18, 2025 at 1:40 PM
5. In an act of stupidity I told my boyfriend my thought process and used them in comparison which again was only included because of a false narrative I had been given.
6. But either way I was trying to make sure I told him everything because of how the prior relationship ended.
June 18, 2025 at 1:40 PM
4.1 card. So I had agreed to let them talk to me about their woes and their plight because I wouldn't allow myself to be responsible for someone's death. It triggered me so badly. I was being lied to. Either way, I did the convo played the game, and then sent them on their way.
June 18, 2025 at 1:35 PM
3.1 all I saw was my end goal of rectifying the situation and also preventing those triggering words and status from being uttered again.

4. This is the one I am most disgusted with myself about. A bad person who at the time I had forgotten and lied to about how bad had also pulled the **suicide*
June 18, 2025 at 1:31 PM
2.1 this is why my response was so intense to the situation I found myself in and caused desperation, anxiety, and agitation. (I dont blame them btw I have accepted this as a fact my response was horrible)

3. While state of a manic bpd and ptsd episode i never looked at it from other perspective.
June 18, 2025 at 1:28 PM
Responses to stimuli which I already knew but didn't know was how even when not direct it can linger.

2. While I was in a relationship the partner would constantly remake about them dying or ending their life. These statements only increased during the fight with the metamor made my sanity fragil
June 18, 2025 at 1:23 PM
Yesterday I had my first behavioral specialist appointment [therapy for autistic peeps] they made me notice a lot of things and I'd like to update this document. This isn’t me trying to gain sympathy but to show growth and understanding nor an attack.
1. Everyone has triggers that cause irrational
June 18, 2025 at 1:20 PM
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June 12, 2025 at 11:44 AM