hi :)

same

i want to be myself but there several myselves and it’s so hard it makes my head dizzy and I can’t live like a normal human being

made a rentry for myself though, but since we’re not diagnosed i’m kind if afraid to share it. really looking forward for our visit to psychiatrist again.

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sorry
it’s one of those days i mean weeks i mean months i mean years

we’ve generally struggled with trying to talk to people and being accepted, even online it always seemed difficult. rest of us ignored this issue but as non-host that has been fronting for longer than other non-hosts i realised that this IS a problem

should clarify that by communication i mean the communication with outside world