If you're thinking, hmmm sounds like ocd? You would be correct.

A great example is it took like 15 minutes to find and decide on this meme to express how it feels.

Is it funny? (Not really.) Is this template outdated? (Probably, yeah.) Does it clarify anything at all? (Nope.)

When I was at my lowest, I thought about when Michael Scott was trying to cure rabies like a dumbass and Pam said, "Yeah, but there's other, better people out there who are helping."

And that still is true, but I am just not capable of being this fed up and not saying anything.

I cried it out for just a little bit, and I felt better.

I am just so angry and tired. There is so much bad shit going on, and trying to strike a balance between staying informed and staying mentally well keeps getting harder.

To be fair, I think it was instant karma for going out the back way after seeing signs on the wall saying not to. 🫣