P.S. When I say chat, I do mean just chat. Slowing down also probably means slowing down on sending/trading. So if you're just here for that and nothing more interests you, go somewhere else.

P.P.S. I imagine no one's actually read this whole thing through. Feel free to let me know if I'm wrong ig.

...I've decided to check back in bc I've been feeling better today. I'll start checking in periodically and responding again but, I'm also probably still not gonna put a ton of effort in. If you wanna chat, feel free to reach out again, but otherwise I'll just take it slow for now.

...sometimes only within a few messages. It feels like I never really get anything worthwhile out of this so... with my life getting busier and loosing the mental bandwidth, I stopped. And it didn't really feel like I lost much...

...experimentation, it didn't really end up being the escape I hoped it would be. I find it really hard to find and meet the type of people I'm interested in here, and even when I do meet people who I want to get to know more, they usually just randomly stop talking. Sometimes within a few days...