I just want to understand my mind better. I feel once I have that everything will become easier for me. I legit feel like I'm going backwards now, I'm 30 o should know more than start to forget and regress. At least I think that... I'm trying to take accountability dang it...

I'll try again tomorrow, I'm not too happy. Not that I don't want mental help I think how empty and uncaring I feel is concerning, but I'm from dumb Texas from a bum town and I HATED my last experience going counseling cuz the docs are so misunderstanding. But hopefully I'll have a better run.

Y'know yeah, the cherish ball is nice but being able to choose our own poke ball would be so cool. I wish I could add shiny Chien-Pao on a dusk ball...

The highlight is Chi-Yu can't wait to get my hands on that shiny~
And yes we gotta keep going at it so we can get our spoils!