Im talking about the boring everyday couple stuff, i want to make food for a guy and then cuddle for hours watching tv. I used to have that, i dont know when exactly it got fucked up

I want to believe i'll find love again. That i deserve to. But being stuck living with my ex, who now hates me, while i have feelings for a friend that does not love me back makes it very complicated.

Add to that the fact that its probably all my own fault.

I dont know