Just a suggestion, not all doctors will do this, but it's worth a shot. Mine was willing to let me see if ADHD meds would help and they did. But it's not a guarantee. Some doctors require a full dx prior and it does depend on your country/local area.

I'd suggest asking the doctor that perscribes your meds to let you try ADHD medications at the lowest dose just to see if it has any affect at all. Sometimes a diagnosis doesn't come from psychological review but trying something and seeing what works. I got my dx confirmed this way.

But right now, keys shaking stops my thoughts in their tracks and all methods of management are failing. So I hope you get on them, and I hopethey help you finish your novels!!!

I've noticed that while on meds, my coping mechanisms work better. Issues don't go away, I still have to cope, but it's just easier to manage.

That and I can actually get up and go on a dime drop, where as right now I need an emergency or 24 hours notice to change plans.

I wouldn't expect the medications to entirely fix that issue, however, it can definately *help* you fix it. I've been trying to build/draw a vtuber avatar, and I've learned that while I have an easier time getting into it, I can just as easily end up focussing on another task entirely.

It can be night and day. You do still haveto have coping mechanisms, but for me, not being on the meds just makes it so hard to do anything. It's like I'm fighting a toddler for the game controller, except the toddler is me and the game is life.

I wish you the best.

Our rail system needs an update. Trains are running slower, passenger lines have been vastly reduced in both capacity and frequency, and even if it was running at full capacity and efficiency, it's under equipped to handle the economic demand of today.

Why is our rail system NOT a priority?

I am also getting schooled on the use of shading as a way to reduce the need for line-art and high-detail hair. Tonight, my brain will be hurting SO BAD! But I have completely redone the eyes in preparation for the use of shading. I may have this done tonight or over the weekend!

Additionally management has said fuck all about them. In fact, when I told my manager it's to spread good luck and joy I was told: "We need some of that!"

I can't admit I'm pretty, but at least I can be cute.

Thanking my bi co-worker for giving me these after halloween.

I inherited werewolf ass genetics apparently. Just a thin 1/4 inch layer of clear fuzz over every inch of me that isn't growing dark hair. It's a shoulders-down nightmare.

Male puberty did me dirty. But I still want to try that dress.

Because DAMN GIRL the way she pulled it off gave me confidence. If she can look THAT good, I can do at least half that, right? Right?

Or am I kidding myself and out of all the trans girls I'm the only one who can't pull that off? It's not that I don't have the curves, it's the 1/4 inch clear fur.