These are my pills. I emptied my bank account for TAP Block this morning. Neither have worked that well. It’s been 20 months of pain and way too much money. In the past month I’ve been told I’ll heal “with gentle exercise and healthy eating” and my tachycardia was “anxiety”. No, I have pneumonia.

Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #821,465!

Sure okay, I guess I’ll post that.

This is what my mornings look like now and I’m fucking tired. Added 2 more, plus another 3 at seperate times/as needed.

We’ve got an anti-depressant, an anti-histamine, an anti-nausea pill, double the normal amount of vitamin D, one of 3 heavy strength antacids, two Panadol and a muscle relaxant.

I’m bored waiting in the ED and the endone has kicked in so my pain is down to a 7, meaning my brain works a tiny bit…

Daddy has me nap trapped. And I’m stuck here since I don’t want to wake him up!

If you see this, you have to post and image from your phone and don’t explain it

Accurate:

Feeling really lonely and tired and in pain. There’s just been no relief since surgery last week, and very little relief since May. I keep crying every time one of the nurses asks me how I’m doing. Daddy and I got into a fight over the phone. I’m just kind of losing it.